I’ve got to shake this funk. I’m super-upset and disappointed with how I’m being talked to and treated these days. I know I play a role in it, but I also know that there are much better ways to talk to me. And if I take the time to say “the way you are talking is really hurting my feelings,” maybe that should be taken into consideration.
Maybe it’s a bad idea to compare me to my father.
Maybe it’s a bad idea to say I consider my son and wife The Enemy.
Maybe things can be said in a less hurtful manner.
I don’t know. I’m sure I’ll look back at this in a week and be like, “God, you are such an idiot.” But for the moment I’m pretty bummed out.
Maybe seven hours of sleep will change my views.
Love to all. Even you, the crazy fuck who spit on my employee.
4 comments:
I feel your pain. It's like that EVERY day for me...
Like Josh said...
Anyway, maybe you should let that 60% come out :P
Joking aside, sorry to hear that. I don't know what to say, if I knew, I would've done it myself... .
BTW, did you beat the crap out of that person who spit on your employee?
Shqipo - wasn't there, alas.
Dude. I know some of this. And part of it has to do with anger at just now waking up from some of the shithole I was in most of my life with depression and ADD and crap. So I try to meditate. Or at least take time every day to say "what is happening right now... right this second... what is important... what and who are the things around me."
Hell, I don't mean to give advice. I suck at giving advice. But that's what I do. And it helps.
Blessings,
Terry
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