I guess no news is, um, no news.
I was sort of hoping to hear back from my parents today. I mean, even though the last time sucked, at least I knew right away where their mindset was.
But, as my best friend AND my sponsor said... I can't worry about results.
Ah, fuck. Let's be honest, here: it's not that I was "sort of hoping to hear back." I was hoping to hear something good. And to hear the voice of my mother and father or the first time since 2003. Regardless of what has happened in the past, they are my parents, I love them, and I miss them.
Thanks so much for the comments. It really means a lot. It says something about this world when you can get small kindnesses from people you might never meet in person.
Love to all.
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It's tough, this waiting. And you already know you can't control it, but it still sucks.
Hang in there, bro.
I wish something positive would have come -
I kind of understand in a round about way what you are going through. I think you are a pretty involved parent and it probably baffles you as to how your parents could just cut you off. I often wondered that about my bio-dad. I mean I am so in love with my babies the minute they arrive into this world how can you walk away. I know I am in their lives for the long haul, the good, the bad or the ugly (pre-teen years ha ha).
Hang in there!
I hope you have heard something good Rich.
Yeah, but keep in mind that no news is just that, NO NEWS. Don't read into it my friend!
Your previous post and the last two posts you wrote remind so much of my relationship with my mom. No matter how long it's been or how painful it was I still miss her, even though she makes me feel awful. *Blessings can often come in disguise, try to be patient. *sorry for the cliche
Have you heard anything? Whether you do or not, I'm proud of you for writing the letter. At least you can know that YOU made the effort and reached out to them... Good on ya, amigo...
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